Sometimes I wonder how important I am in the grand scheme of things. Oh, do not be mistaken, I know that being chosen as the Listener is a high honor and one I will take very seriously.
But am I a strand in the web? Or do I play a more crucial part in the design? I would like to think so. Afterall, do we not all aspire to mean more and have a purpose that makes our lives valuable?
My uncle…is worried about me. He fears that some of my decisions have been far too brash. Especially the vampirism. It is not my loyalties to my family that bother him. in fact, in him I sense something that….many would look past. What it is, though, I am not certain. Is he hiding something behind all his warm smiles and soft words?
Yet, I stray. He fears my curse will hinder me from experiencing all that life has to offer. I have a woman I intend to spend all my days with, I have a home, I have an occupation that I am most proud of. I have made something of myself. So what could he honestly be thinking of? Ah, perhaps disturbed that what I want from life is so much different from what he wants.
I am perfectly accepting to the fact that I will never have children. First of all, it is physically impossible. Second, I would make a terrible father. I am far too young, in far too dangerous a profession, and have far too little time. I don’t know the first thing about children, other than I was once one.
That is all.
Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why:
A person that you think would be good in bed:
Something that never fails to make you horny:
Where is one place you would never have sex:
The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when…
Weirdest thing that ever made you horny:
Top or bottom?
Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:
Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you:
Is it ever okay to not use a condom:
One sexual thing you would never do:
Biggest turn on:
Worst possible time to get horny:
Do you like it when your sexual partner moans:
Worst sexual idea you ever had:
Best sexual complement you ever got:
Fill in the blanks: “If they ____________, we are fuckin”
What your favorite part of your body:
Love (>, What do you wear to bed?
When was the first time you masturbated:
Have/would you ever have sex outside?
Have/would you ever have sex on a boat?
What is one song you’d like to have sex to?
How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?
How would you feel about taking someones virginity?
Do you own any sex toys? (what is it? (how long have you had it?)
Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything?
Do you feel comfortable going “commando”?
Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn’t shaved their pubic hair?
Booty or Boobs?
If you had a penis, what would you name it?
Have you ever been on an official date?
Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)
((OOC: Oh gods I am going to regret this aren’t I?))
Because I’m sure someone is interested in the sex life of a lizard.
Yes, I am a dreadfully boring individual. And I am a very busy one, too. I’m sorry if that bothers you. Good day.
Attraction level: 1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10
Love for the Character:1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10
How much the char has grown on me: 1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10
How upset i’d be if the char got killed off:1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10
Believe it or not, I am actually quite fond of animals. They seem to be one of the few creatures in this world understanding the importance of following simple commands without question. …and they are wonderful for less than fantastic days. No, I am not referring to the type of ‘pet’ my serjo prefers. I do truly mean the type such as birds or cats.
Sehenir seems to prefer those with less fur…I think he has two…? Both are high maintenance. I don’t know how he does it.
Some people amuse me to no end. They mock me for my life choices and criticize me for everything I do. They call me young and foolish and all I can do is sit back and laugh. For is it not those who sit back and manipulate things from the shadows that win in the end? Underestimate me if you will, but do understand that I know what I am doing. And I am an excellent actor.
The shy, quiet boy who keeps to himself isn’t all he seems.
And I still owe a certain someone something for taking something that doesn’t belong to him….
This is what tomorrow will feel like…
A silent killer. Striking out with precision and accuracy. As beautiful as it is potent. It can kill in SO many ways. Bleeding without control, paralysis to the vital organs, or just slowly eating away at a man’s very soul. But I want a poison of madness. To devour one’s brain, their very essence. To sit back and marvel as they claw their own throat out, drowning in their own blood and self-loathing, or maybe fear or anger. Yes, that would be something most grand.
All from a pinprick left by a weapon noone saw…
Kanon Wakeshima - Kagami
Reflect my withering heart
Mirror, oh mirror,
Who’s crying voice can break you?
Reflect my grotesque mind
Mirror, oh mirror,
Who’s the loneliest on earth?